Sunday, September 21, 2014

Why a tattoo? Why THAT tattoo?


So why does a 50 year old "old school" lady get a tattoo?  For me, there is something deeply personal and meaningful about a tattoo. There are definitely  fun reasons for it and I can see where a person could get zealous with this form of self expression. I want to be careful that my art doesn't lose the depth of it's meaning to me. For me, this indelible image on my wrist is an outward expression of the deep abiding passion in my heart. 

Etched deep in my heart is a humble gratefulness for the death and resurrection of Jesus that rescues me daily from my depraved nature and the destruction it could bear. Anything good or likable in me is there because God has redeemed me and compels me to attempt to honor him with my life. Trust me when I tell you that very little "good" comes naturally in me. 


The dogwood blossom is a beautiful reminder to me of God's love. In many places across the US the Easter season will not go by without these blossoms adorning the world. If you don't already know the legend of the Dogwood please look it up. While I don't know of any real facts to back it up it is a lovely story.  I believe it was my mother that first shared the legend with me. I remember traveling to through east Texas with her and my grandmother one Spring and how we all just soaked up the beauty of these blossoms and the many others all around us. These flowers will forever remind me those two beautiful women. 

The Chi-Rho is a symbol of Christ who's nail scars and blood purchased my salvation. I want there to be a clear sign to the people I meet that I belong to Christ. Behavior can be mistaken for some supposed inherent goodness. Words can't always be spoken and aren't always heard the way they are intended. Jewelry is cliche' and often trendy and weak. To me anyway, this tattoo is a stronger statement than anything else I do. I hope to use it to start conversations. I imagine my future grandchildren in my lap studying it and us talking about story of Jesus illustrated on my wrist.  

Yes. This tattoo, beyond anything else that someone might assume, is deeply deeply meaningful to my heart. And the fact that the artist did such a lovely job makes my heart leap with joy because that too is a gift from God. 

Monday, August 25, 2014

Being Tested

1Pet. 1:7 "so that the tested genuineness of your faith"..."may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory"...

I am, even now, wrestling with the temptation to fear the inevitable "trial" of my faith. It doesn't make sense for me to be afraid. It is doubtful I will have to face what Christians around the globe are facing as they face death for their faith in Jesus. It is unlikely that I will face something I've not faced before in some form. If I trust God for salvation it is only reasonable to trust him with the rough parts of life as well as life itself. I can't really do one without the other. 

My real fear is, or should be, that I will, in some way, hide or obscure the fact that it is God that deserves any and all praise when my faith is found to be genuine. For had the Holy Spirit of God not sustained me I would surely falter and fail. 

Just a few verses before this passage it is made clear that God caused my salvation by his mercy and his power alone sustains and guards it until Christ's return. My faith in God is given by God and for his glory. I am simply the tool. And a very blessed tool at that.